Captain’s Log 5,616
It’s a week of long days and late nights (rehearsals). The bonus is I am taking Friday off to see Joanie, Hairdresser Exceptionale. I also have a show that night, so I deserve a day off. Actually, I am going to shop for supplies since the cast party is at my house after the show on Saturday. I think I will inform the neighbors that the party will be starting around 10:30 or 11:00. We aren’t a wild bunch, but it would be polite to let them know. Especially Febreze Lady. Want to give her plenty of time to go to the store and stock up.
More nightmares last night. Weird and disturbing with people I haven’t seen in years.
belly dancing lessons
some sort of performance art with a large parrot
blankets over all the windows
throwing up in a small sink
lost car keys
and my cell phone turning into something no bigger than a Bic lighter
I don’t usually dream like this, but I woke up anxious and fretful. That was it. No more sleeping after 3:00 AM or so. It was just too elusive. Demons. It’s all about mental demons. And the struggle it is for me to face Mondays. This is not good.
Along with other problems too numerous to mention. I’ve tried to stay positive and not let things bother me, but that isn’t working very well. I am bothered. Bothered to the point of nightmares.
Cannot wait for 6:00 to arrive so I can be with my friends….creating fun. Making art. Exploding joy.