Captain’s Log 4,576
Things did not go as expected yesterday. Not even close. I was gobsmacked. There were pale faces, apologies choked with emotion, and a plea for a second chance. You could have knocked me over with a feather.
So…….my “career” will continue for a bit. I have no idea how long. I hold a spiritual belief that everyone makes mistakes and everyone deserves a second chance. I granted that yesterday. I felt like a queen granting a royal pardon.
Or a pelican releasing a fish after a near catch.
Have I made an error in judgement? Possibly yes, possibly no. Like any relationship, the waters need to be tested every now and then so see if they are still flowing or if they have become stagnant.
I was not expecting this outcome. So, for now, things continue. But with new eyes and a new sense of understanding of how hurtful certain things can be.